Saturday, 5 April 2008
Help me Allah. . .
Assalam. . . Im lost. . And i cant find a way out. . .The way is right in front of me. . .i cant see it. . . Its so very visible. . . I cant walk. . . Im alone. . . Its so suffocating. . I want to die. . .But i want to live. . . Im so lonely. . . Im jealous of every1. . . I hate the world. . . . Im so lonely. . . . I cry . . . I speak to the walls. . . . Im so lonely. . . .You love me. . .But i know you dont. . . . Or maybe. . I dont. . . . Who knows?. . . .Who knows wont speak. . . Will laugh at us humans. . . .coz He is not 1 . . . Im sorry i blaspheme. . . Forgive me. . .And make it easier for me. . . And make me stronger. . . And make me grateful. . . And i want a different world. . .All according to me. . . . Not a drop of tear would fall from my eyes. . . Not a sigh , not a moan would escape my lips. . . Allah. . Do you see me? Please do. . . Coz there is no one else to. . . Im so lonely. . .You have put me into this . . .You've got to take me out now. . . Coz. . I cant take it anymore. . . I feel like dying. . .But you tell its a sin. . . .What am i supposed to do? . . . Am i turning into misanthropist? Allah save me please. . . I want to run away. . Where everything is beautiful. . . Where i would never cry, never be alone. . Never need to compromise., never need anything at all. . . .Never feel bad. . .Never be jealous. . .Grant me pardon Maalik. . And grant all my rightful wishes. . .Aameen. . Summa aameen. .
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