Sunday, 6 April 2008
Im the Phoenix. . .
Im over, im finished. . . No one can ever love you, the way i did, no one will change for you the way i changed. . . . If there was anything that made you upset. . . I have avoided it like hell. . . I still remember , i hadn gone to many functions. . Coz you are always sad on the days i am happy. . . Have you missed any happiness, to keep me from feeling sad? No, you haven , and you wont, coz you cant. . . Your love is normal. . . Like everyoone's . . . May god give you 'patli, gori,kateeli' gal. . .like you want. . . But she wnt b Almas newaz. . . She wont be what i am. . .Coz there is no one like me. . . You have crushed me. . .Maybe knowingly, maybe unknowingly. . . But , im done. . . Its ok. . .Coz. . I will rise again. . . I have always said. . . God never gives me anything lesser than the best. . . He might not give me what i want. . .But He gives me the best. . .And this keeps me going. . .i bounce back better than most who fall. . .There are many who don fall. . .Many who fall. . And don try to get up again. . .Many who fall, try to get up but fail. . . But i fall, and bounce back. . . Each time. . . I shall rise again. . . Im the Phoenix. . . I shall rise up from my burnt ashes. . .. I shall forget you 1 day. . . If then some1 asks me bout you, it will take me some time to actually understand what they are talking bout. . . I love you. . .And love never dies. . .i shall love you till my last breath. . . Only. . You wont exist in my conscious. . .Coz you don deserve to. . . Not your fault. . .You are just like the rest. . . . And you know im the best. . . And hey, its no jest. . .In this gr8 life test. . Victorious will be MY zest. . :-) . . I know its not your fault. . . You did nothing purposely. . . But, you know they say the first love in life is self love. . . You too showed just that. . . And there is no harm in it. . . Coz its right. . . But i had loved you more than self. ..Maybe for an instant in this long life. . But yes i had. . . And i pay for it. . . So , i shall love myself more than every1 . . . Coz the love i deserve . . Can be given only by me. . . Allah has not made a second one to love the way i do. . . So i shall be the Phoenix. . .And rise up again. . . Collect the broken pieces of my life and make a life again. . .I deserve the best i know. . And if Allah is with me. . . I shall shine forever. . Ill be the star again. . Aameen. . .Summa aameen
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