Friday, 27 June 2008

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Assalam.....
so, now that my exmaz are over and since am not goin home for the vacations.. i have all the time in the world to blog.. but, you know mere sath bohot bura hua... all these days i had been keeping a note on the topics i wanted to write bout once my xamz get over.... look at my kismet, ab am not able find that paper.......:( ..
newaz........ lets 4get bout it for the time being... as long as zindagi existss and Allah consents... writing hota rahega......and lukin at what i am..... topics ka kami nahi ho sakta. remember if JaLpArI isn't posting, its not coz she doesnt have anything to say, its only coz there's such a lot she has to say that she doesn't know where to start..:D
sabse pehle bout the examz...
the academic part will be mentioned in confrontation...here i wud just like to mention a few things...
1.padhai is not the end of the world.. isliye if you dont score well or if you have studied something, which makes you feel somewhat lower to say a doctor or engineer....plz get out of the inferiority complex.......life is to live... and living includes many things.. only 1 of which is studies... there's much more to life than that.. i know ther wud be many whod disagree with me.... misaal ke taur pe
There's a gal in my batch, who is one of the toppers... lets call her chudail :D... hahaha... (not that we are at bad terms, just ki any other name wudn suit the situation, since am trying to tell that she is wrong :D)..so, this chudail of ours studies day and night... and she has, i must say,a very unhealthy competitive spirit (again, i dont think many can compete in a healthy way)..however, she cudn get thru her entrance (something, i have no idea bout), on the first go... she is a repeater.. nothing wrong in that, there are many repeaters...but, the thing is that she feels that it was the biggest injustice that cud happen on planet earth...c'mon.. why cant you just accept that perhaps, PERHAPS, perhaps,PERHAPS,she hadn't done as well as others.....but, no.......chudail ko dukh ka been bajana hi bajana hai...
in another instance, we were being distributed our answer papers (of a class test, nothing that wud decide our future in mbbs), and chudail ka shayad some answer had been left un checked.. ok .. to she got it signed and finally with a big grin...exclaimed "i'm so happy,i'm second.. at least, i shud get what i deserve, sometime no?"...
now, i really fail to understand, how on earth does she know what is it that she deserves and what she doesn't...now, if these words came from someone who isn't very religious, i wud understand... but, this gal has a lot of faith in God...
it might make sense to you, but, sorry, not to me....
God knows how can a person know what he/she deserves....newaz... her only desire in life is to be the best in studies...and trust me, she is one unhappy gal.. never satisfied, never happy, always complaining, hardly ever thankful to God for all that she has... i mean c'mon yaar ek baar socho , you are better off than so many people..
NEWAZ NEWAZ NEWAZ ...
i know many of you mite be thinking, its not chudail but ME whuz gone nuts..nuts..nuts.:D...But yaar seriously, it amazes me to think that people can be so foolish as to think that a mere rank, or getting the best marks can bring them the gr8st happpiness in the world...
happiness.. its such a happy word.. :D .. for me, its made up of family, friends, masti, tears,memories, beliefs, quarrels, success(limited),food, sleep, leisure, getting screwed :D .. and so much more.. in short, i wud define happiness as life and life as happiness...
studies to me is just a bahana to survive, just like i believe diseases are just a bahana to die..
there was a time when i was very much into these "rank" thingies.. but trust me, i was never studious..and i never took credits....
khair, baakiyo ka life baakiyo ke liye...
my funda is simple...keep studies just a part of life..dont make it your whole life...you will only end up complicating things to the xtent that you wont have a life at all...
compete but to a limit, i aint teling to blunt ur emotions and feelings, all im telin is that let life move, be relaxed, do get worked up, but only once in a while.. not every day and every night.
know that whatev is hapening had to happen, and whatev has to happen will happen...

if somethings goin wrong wid ur studies...try to get it straight, but if it doesnt, just let it be....coz it will get straight, even widout ur trying... if only you believe.........so stop competing...........start believing,, :D
Now reading ... "The Witch of Portobello" by 'Paulo Coelho'.

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