Why dont you let me cry? There is such a lot of pain within me. . . Please help me bring it all out. . . Please let the tears flow. I want to forget what has happened. Help me. Strange I am asking help from someone who brought me into this mess, in the first place. 'There is no refuge from Allah but in Allah'.
I wish I could hurt you in some way. I am so hurt God. Why did you have to make such a joke out of my feelings? Why? I had loved in the best of ways, didnt you know? You didnt take care of it. Now again you have abandoned me. Please, I am not a super human. I can only see the visible. So, dont go bout the 'I carried you in my arms' and stuff. I need visible help God. See me thru this. I want to forget the pain.
why God? Why? Wasnt I happy? Oh, I was so happy. Why did you give me and then take it away.
well, I guess I know the reason. Fine. If that's wat you wish. . .
in any case, I am hurt. . . Badly. .