- Am giving it my best. Started at the end, yet, giving it my best.
- Allah made me do it. :)
Monday, 28 June 2010
Sunday, 27 June 2010
#Studied, Alhamdulillah :) as much as I could.
#Called up aunty.
#God’s ways are strange. :) made plans to go to visit aunty tomorrow.
#Reminded myself that everything will come to an end. Everything. There is no point gettin mad at anythin. ;p
Saturday, 26 June 2010
#Collected the hall ticket today. . . Didnt wait for saturday to collect it. Generally, I do all important things on saturdays.
#Studied at least ‘something’.
#Met Advait. Saw Aish, Akhil. After ages. :)
#My friends, Amuda and Nayana and me. . . Decided names for our children-to-be. Miss Nayana Anna Jose will name her daughter Dayana and son Dayana-mite. :p
#Tried not to miss you.
Friday, 25 June 2010
Thursday, 24 June 2010
Wednesday, 23 June 2010
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
#Started studying for exams.
#Saw lots of manual labourers and realized that God has given us so much more than so many others.
#My parents dont have to work for a LIVING at this age. For so many, age is not a limit. They have to go on working till they die.
#Portugal beat Korea 7-0. Azhar would be so happy. His Ronnie scored a goal.
Monday, 21 June 2010
Alhamdulillah :) beautiful day
#Spoke to Azhar for a very very long time.
#Tried to suggest him a galfriend. Took a lot of effort. But, I really cant see him sad. It was a genuine gesture. I like myself for that.
#He told that I have so many specialities that if he starts tellin them, it would take up his whole life. .
#Mummy feeling better. Abbu’s toothache better. Aapa feeling better.
#There was goin to be some problems wid water coz they were bout to chlorinate the tank. Newaz. . There was another water pipeline. So the day went smooth.
#Happy for jaan. :)
#Spoke to Amuda for long.
#Killed two lizards. :)
#Planned bout studies.
#Sashank called up. Spoke after a long time.
#Felt happy. :)
Sunday, 20 June 2010
Aajzi aur Pyar karne wala dil
Tera Zikar karne wali zubaan
Maut se pehle sache dil se tauba
Maut ke waqt kalma aur aasaani
Marne ke baad maghfarat aur
Hazrat Muhammad S.A.W ki shifaat aur rehmat
Aur Hisaab ke waqt maafi
Ya Allah, humari dua ko apne Mehboob S.A.W ke sadqe qabool farma.
from "I love Hazrat Muhammad (P B U H) by Ahmed Faran" on Facebook.
So, finally, I have switched back to the old editor. Now I can post from my cel. . . The new editor wasnt loadin on my cel. . And I seriously dont have the patience to turn on the lap. . Connect to the net and blah blah. Infact, most of the times when I really need to rant, am far away from both my lap as well as my diary. . So, I thot it would be most convenient to make this switch.
Next thing is that I am closing down my other blogs. Of course, am not deleting them or anything. . . But, ya. . . They shall remain in 'statue' mode (as if they have been in any other mode in the past few months *blah*) until I am free from all the exam mess. Later, I shall think bout what to do with them. As of now, I think Jalpari is all I need. . . Jalpari is all I am.
A hell lot has happened and a hell lot has been undocumented . . . Now I really cant go back and start reporting from where I had left. Nor can I start typing down stuff that I have written in my diary. . .
I can just continue from right here, right now.
"I can just continue from right here, right now. "
Well, actually. . . This sums up quite a lot of things that are going on in my life. I cant go back and change things. I can only continue living. . . 'Living until I die'. . . As I so often tell. . ,
Newaz. . . Read bout the L.H in this blog? Ever? Its my college hostel. . . So, well, have been living here since 17 april. For my exams. Final year Final exams. . . Uffff. . . Begins from 28th. As usual, haven studied for it. But, well. . . Lets see. . . Hope Allah Paak sees me thru. Am a hardcore bhagyawadi you know :)
There's no water from the taps today. . . Some chlorination drama. . . *blah*
whatever. . .
I am trying to study and hope Allah Paak helps me.
There is such a lot I want to write. . . But I dont think the rest of this post, which I've already written would help in anyway. . .
And ya am goin to block comments to most of the posts now. Coz newaz, I aint accepting any of the comments. . . I keep deleting them. . . Then I see no point in even LETTING people comment. . .
Khair. . . So will try to come back. . . To vent. . . To rant. . . To feel better. . . So that I might make the process of 'Living until I die' somewhat easier. . .
Today was a very sad day. I feel ignored, not needed, taken for granted, confused. . . And well, I can go on and on and on. Then while searching for ‘I want to forget him’ on google, I came across this site. I think its quite cool :) I have joined two things today. This being the second. The first one was ‘fall in love with someone who loves me as much as I love them!’.
newaz. . On this sad, I pray to the Almighty to give me lots of reasons to be happy for all the days of my life. And InshaAllah all will be well.
Friday, 18 June 2010
Wednesday, 9 June 2010
India has a low-rate of firearms-related deaths; there were 4101 killings of this kind in 2008, National Crime Records Bureau data show. But it is interesting to note that 19.8 of every 100000 Indians were victims of a violent crime- a probability far higher than that of being killed in terrorism-related violence in Jammu and Kashmir.
Despite concerns at the continued operations of jihadist groups, violence in the State remains in decline. In 2007, there were 170 civilian deaths; last year, 83 were killed. The security forces and the Jammu and Kashmir police lost 79 personnel last year, down from 122 in 2007. Two years ago, 472 terrorists were killed; just 239 were shot dead in 2009. Improvised explosive device use fell from 56 in 2007 to 23 last year; grenade attacks from 107 to 56. Levels of violence were marginally higher in the first five months of 2010 than during the same period in 2009-but infiltration has been lower, suggesting that no major escalation is imminent. "
"Kashmir:pessimism may be good news"
The Hindu (editorials)
June 8, 2010
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